Tuesday, June 22, 2010

500 Days of Sammy - Day 02

Your Crush: i can't put your name on here because i never know who is going to read this. you will never know how I feel about you, because you intimidate me, so i don't have the will power to tell you how i feel. i have known you for 8 years, and there has never been a moment where we didn't think of each other as close friends; that is still not enough time for me to learn to not be insecure around you. i can be myself and have a good time, but i'm afraid you'll see me differently now that i like you. everything about you makes you better than me, which is why i know you could never feel the same way about me. you will always see me as the little girl you met soooo long ago. we have both grown up since then, but we managed to stick together and even today we act the same around each other. you were there for me through breakups, family troubles, and bad performances at swim meets; i did the same for you. this is what every girl dreads: falling for her best friend, because you will never see me as more than that.
<3?

Monday, June 21, 2010

wow. wowowowowow.


ouch. that was a real slap to the face. somehow you manage to continue to hurt me. the worst part is you don't even realize it. i wish you could see how shallow the rest of the world thinks you are. even your best friend will admit it. don't worry though. none of us are going to say it to your face, because we actually care about your feelings. i wish you had the same amount of sensitivity as your friends, because i actually like them. yes, i'm over you, but you're the one who said you wanted to be friends. well friends don't do this to each other. i've given you so many chances, and let it roll off my shoulders every time you screw this "friendship" up, but this is the last straw. i can't handle your cold presence anymore. and as for your new girl, who i thought was one of my close friends, well she can just fall off the planet. she has never been a good person, and never will be. have fun with that. you're a cold asshole, she's a slutty bitch. what a perfect match. i could say so much more, but now all i have are two simple words. hopefully your slow brain can understand them. grow up.



500 Days of Sammy - Day 01


Your Best Friend: Katelyn Marie Sokulski, you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. From the day we met, you have been saving my life. We have had countless moments together that have changed my life in a positive way. You never cease to amaze me, and you are my hero. I know your life is filled with obstacles greater than what anyone we know will ever experience, but your strength and determination allows you to overcome that, which inspires me everyday to be the best that I can. I love you with all my heart.

You complete me <3

Sunday, June 20, 2010

500 Days of Sammy

My best friend is doing this, and I have nothing else to do, so I’ll start the 30 day letter thing too. Here’s the list:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror